| making this public so bawny can read it... |
[25 Nov 2004|10:52am] |
Just in case I don't get around to getting on here tomorrow...
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad
attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth
was rude, obnoxious and laced with profanity.
John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying
only polite words, playing soft music and anything else he could think of
to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up and
he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot and the parrot got angrier and even ruder.
In desperation, John threw up his hands, grabbed the bird and put him in
the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed.
Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a
minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly opened the door to the freezer.
The parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said, "I
believe I may have offended you with my rude language and actions. I'm
sincerely remorseful for my inappropriate transgressions and I fully intend to do everything I can to correct my rude and unforgivable behavior."
John was stunned at the change in the bird's attitude. As he was about to
ask the parrot what had made such a dramatic change in his behavior, when
the bird continued, "May I ask what the turkey did?"
HAPPY THANKSGIVING!
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| GO VOTE TOMORROW. |
[01 Nov 2004|06:50pm] |
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Fuck Bush, until they bring our troops home
Let the president answer a higher anarchy
Strap him with an Ak-47, let him go, fight his own war
Let him impress daddy that way
No more blood for oil, we got our own battles to fight on our own soil
IF YOU'RE 18 OR OLDER, GO FUCKING VOTE TOMORROW. i would perfer one to the other [;alhfanfa;ldsjfKERRYORNADARaljkfasdjf] but if you want to vote for bush, thats fine.
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[27 Oct 2004|04:29pm] |
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Mosh- Eminem |
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I pledge allegiance to the flag of the United States of America
And to the Republic for which it stands
One nation under God
Indivisible...
It feels so good to be back..
I scrutinize every word, memorize every line
I spit it once, refuel and re-energize and rewind
I give sight to the blind, my insight through the mind
I exercise my right to express when I feel it's time
It's just all in your mind, what you interpret it as
I say to fight, you take it as I'mma whip someone's ass
If you don't understand, don't even bother to ask
A father who has grown up with a fatherless past
Who has blown up now to rap phenomenon that has
Or at least shows no difficulty multi-task
And in juggling both perhaps mastered his craft
Slash entrepreneur who has held onto few more rap acts
Who's had a few obstacles thrown his way through the last half
Of his career typical manure moving past that
Mr. kisses ass crack, he's a class act
Rubber band man, yea he just snaps back
[Chorus:]
Come along follow me as I lead through the darkness
As I provide just enough spark that we need to proceed
Carry on, give me hope, give me strength
Come with me and I won't steer you wrong
Put your faith and your trust as I guide us through the fog
To the light at the end of the tunnel
We gonna fight, we gonna charge, we gonna stomp, we gonna march
Through the swamp, we gonna mosh through the marsh
Take us right through the doors (c'mon)
All the people up top on the side and the middle
Come together lets all bomb and swamp just a little
Just let it gradually build from the front to the back
All you can see is a sea of people some white and some black
Don't matter what color, all that matters we gathered together
To celebrate for the same cause don't matter the weather
If it rains let it rain, yea the wetter the better
They ain't gonna stop us they can't, we stronger now more than ever
They tell us no we say yea, they tell us stop we say go
Rebel with a rebel yell, raise hell we gonna let em know
Stomp, push, shove, mush, Fuck Bush, until they bring our troops home (c'mon)
[Chorus]
Imagine it pouring, it's raining down on us
Mosh pits outside the oval office
Someone's tryina tell us something,
Maybe this is god just sayin' we're responsible
For this monster, this coward,
That we have empowered
This is Bin Laden, look at his head noddin'
How could we allow something like this without pumping our fists
Now this is our final hour
Let me be the voice in your strength and your choice
Let me simplify the rhyme just to amplify the noise
Try to amplify the times it, and multiply by six...
Teen million people, Are equal at this high pitch
Maybe we can reach alqueda through my speech
Let the president answer a higher anarchy
Strap him with an Ak-47, let him go, fight his own war
Let him impress daddy that way
No more blood for oil, we got our own battles to fight on our own soil
No more psychological warfare, to trick us to thinking that we ain't loyal
If we don't serve our own country, we're patronizing a hero
Look in his eyes its all lies
The stars and stripes, they've been swiped, washed out and wiped
And replaced with his own face, Mosh now or die
If I get sniped tonight you know why,
Cause I told you to fight.
[Chorus]
And as we proceed,
To Mosh through this desert storm,
In these closing statements, if they should argue
Let us beg to differ
As we set aside our differences
And assemble our own army
To disarm this Weapon of Mass Destruction
That we call our President, for the present
And Mosh for the future of our next generation
To speak and be heard
Mr. President, Mr. Senator
Do you guy's hear us...hear us...[laughing] (Hailie)
for those of you that can, VOTE ON TUESDAY [november 2nd]. it doesn't matter who, although i would perfer one to the other [;alhfanfa;ldsjfKERRYORNADARaljkfasdjf] but if you want to vote for bush, thats fine. I'M JUST ASKING YOU TO GO VOTE.
my sister turns 18 the DAY AFTER the election. that makes me SO FUCKING MAD.
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| OMFG...THIS KID JUST MADE MY MONTH... |
[25 Oct 2004|09:25pm] |
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XxR0CK574RxX: you should change your priorities
razor kiss love: i question life
XxR0CK574RxX: and instead of wanting to die
XxR0CK574RxX: you should want to get in my pants
XxR0CK574RxX: and as for the getting in my pants thing
XxR0CK574RxX: you pretty much just have to ask, and you're in
XxR0CK574RxX: its like a private club
XxR0CK574RxX: hotties only
XxR0CK574RxX: and you're on the list
<333333333333333333333333.
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| sarah's reflective post for 16 years... |
[17 Oct 2004|05:36pm] |
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oh jeez. 16 years. lets take a look at this past year...
( Read more... )
all of that happened in one year. crazy. this is the first birthday i can remember that i was actually happy on. looking back, i have no regrets. everything made into how i am today. all saints, mike, guy, everything. this past year has taught me SOO much about life and love and myself. i have self esteem and confidence for the first time in my life. i know that im loved by many of my friends. i know now that time does heal most wounds. time has healed all saints. its healed john. its healed mike. most of all, its healed me and guy. i know now that no, i will not have a good relationship with my parents and i will never love them but i can at least be civil. i know what UNCONDIDITONAL love is, the kind of love that parents have for their kids but they can't explain it. trust me, when we all be come parents, its the BEST feeling ever. i know from first hand experience how much you can love someone. i know that no matter how hard you push your friends away, the real ones always come back with open arms. i know that if i work hard enough, i can make things happen. i know that im healing quite nicely because last night, i was talking to ryan about john and my self abusing and bawny asked me about it. she was here so telling her about it in person i knew was gonna be hard but i did it. without crying. i was able to tell someone one of my biggest secrets IN PERSON. you guys have no idea haw far i've come and how much i owe to guy and sophia. if it wasn't for them, i wouldn't have gotten on my meds. if it wasn't for their support and love. i know that in order to be happy and to love my life, all i need is to like myself and love my friends and have their support.
if i forget anyone important, im very very sorry [in no particular order]...
bawny: quite honestly, i think you're my closest friend as of right now. i remember first meeting you and being like, 'shit son, i don't really think i want her as part of our group.' but its cool now. you're awesome and i love you. im glad that i have someone to feel this jealously over sarah with. you ARE skinny and don't let anyone tell you otherwise and you ARE a very pretty girl. i know of many many boys that like you so you must be doing SOMETHING correctly. <3.
falcoln: jeez kid. im really sorry that we live so far away and im not ever sure if we'll meet but i still love you. you'll find someone eventually. and stop being so depressed.
ashy: GOOD TIMES YESTERDAY! i love you. <333. thanks for everything. thanks for being there throughout all the scares. that meant sooo much to me that i had a friend that was so supportive of me even though i wasn't the best person.
CHRIS AND LAURA: you guys are awesome. i know that im a dumb kid and don't always realize that you know what you're talking about and maybe i should shut up and take some advice once in awhile, but hey, look where i am now. chis, you are my older brother that i've always wanted but never had and i trust you soooo much. you're the only person on this earth that can 'analyze' me and i won't get mad at you for it. laura, you're the best listener EVER. <3 you two.
JOHN: kid, i know you'll never read this, but i love/loved you beyond belief. we had something not many people get the chance to experience. life was great with you. we weren't happy, but we knew that no matter what, we had each other and i believe that still applies. even though the late nights at each others houses have long since gone, i know no matter where i am or what has happened to me, you're always with me. i know that if you were still here, right now i'd be over at your house and we be laughing about the past 16 years of my life. we'd be on your roof. maybe we'd have alcohol, maybe not. im listening to this song right now and its amazes me how much it reminds me of us right now...
i will wait until the end
when the pendulum will swing back to the darker side of our hearts bleeding
i will save this empty space next to me like it's a grave
where i lay a place for us to sleep eternally together
i have been searching for traces of what we were
a ghost of you is all that i have left
it's all that i have left of you to hold
i wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing left of what we were at all
so here i am pacing around this house again
with pictures of us living on these walls
i see my breath in the cold of the air that i breathe and i'm wondering
i'm wondering if it's you that i feel if it's you that i feel here haunting me forever
i have been searching for traces of what we were
a ghost of you is all that i have left
it's all that i have left of you to hold
i wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing left of what we were at all
and i'm not looking for anything but us
anything but what we were
and i'm not asking for painted memories
i only want to know you're here
a ghost of you is all that i have left
it's all that i have left of you to hold
i wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing left of what we were at all
a ghost of you is all that i have left
it's all that i have left of you to hold
i wake in the night to find there's no one there but me
and nothing left of what we were at all
you taught me so much about myself and life and i know that if you were still here today, you'd still be amazing me today with things. i remember going over to your house a week after you died and i went into your room and took you fluffie and crawled in your bed and just started bawling. i couldn't believe that i lost MY john. it was so surreal to me. then i found your note to me. kid, i cried for 4 hours. i love you sooooo fucking much. we had uncondiditonal love, that i know. we never liked each other to where we would ever date because we had so much more than that. kid, if life EVER granted me only one wish, it would be that we could be together again. i don't care if that means that i die and find you, or if you come back, i just want us again. the terrible two [remember that? i do]. john, you're always in my heart, every single fucking day i think of you. i still have your note and it comes with me EVERYWHERE i go. i read it almost daily. i've accepted the fact that you're not here and im now ok with that. i miss you like fucking hell, but time has healed the pain. john carl parker, i love you so much its not possible to tell anyone. i would do anything to be with you right now.
but yeah. shall add more when/if needed.
BUT TO ALL MY FRIENDS, whether you're close or not, I LOVE YOU GUYS BEYOND BELIEF. you guys are my life. i would give up my life in a heartbeat for ANY of you. don't hesitate to call me at ANY hour of the day/night if needed.
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[12 Oct 2004|08:32pm] |
Post a memory of me.
It can be anything you want.
A PICTURE. STORY. SENTENCE.
Then post this to your journal.
See what people remember about you
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